i need to tell you daddy's gone, but honey i will be strong. for you i will, for you i will. my baby's growing up and not always with me. i can't tell you how much i just want to be free. to let go. no more weight on my shoulders. i come home to an empty house. is it me or is it getting colder? no love, no touch-this man refuses to give. baby, how do i find the will to live? he throws me away without any regret. is this the life, the path He has set? what wrong did i commit to deserve this pain? how do i believe? where do i find comfort? where do i find shelter? God...if You're out there, hear my cry: i just want to be LOVED one day.....

i love you <3