You found me

God has put it in my heart to have a passion for serving and meeting the needs of others. sometimes it can be tiring, but it is so rewarding to see the fruit that comes from it because God blessed me with the skills to fulfill these tasks.

i am passionate about each one of my relationships. i am grateful for them and i learn from them. recently God has brought to me a couple of Godly women in my life. i don't think i have ever been able to ask so many questions about faith and about God Himself. i mean, i always have had questions, but it is SO freeing to know that these women will listen and answer with such wisdom and grace.

sometimes my own fallback catches me offguard and begins to make me feel insecure about myself. as to how i am as a friend. what is my value in the relationship? when will this relationship be more than just the surface level stuff? when will God allow my heart to grow closer to a Sister in Christ? or maybe it's when will a Sister truly love me for everything that i am?

so i'm trying my best to keep waiting and trusting God in this area of my life....

during the conference that i came back from, there was a guy that said something pretty thought provoking. "i know that God loves me, but sometimes i find myself asking Him, 'God, do you like me?'"

more than anything i want to love my God, Savior, Friend, and Father with all of my heart, soul, strength, and mind.

i just want You to like me too. heh